I used to think that i would never bear to leave my country, I would never forgo the food, the places, the culture, the people, the dramas (have grown up with the television programs), every single thing here.

But now that i have grown up, i actually feel like leaving this place, to move to another place to live a new life, maybe to migrate to a place such as Japan, to speak a new language, to start with a brand new mind, become a new person, start life anew. There is nothing for me not to forgo here. If given a chance, i would not even hestitate.

I guess throwing the letter was a first step, I want to live life the way i want it. Though it may not be wise choice, but it is my decision and i will not regret it. Well, will deal with the problems later on.